It's me again, I won't go away
Come to think of it, all I ever wanted and still want is truth. Sincerity. The truth towards others and towards oneself.
This is so important, so utterly precious, just to be able to say or think:
I need that.
or
I don't want that.
or
This is what I feel.

We can lie our heads off, but the saddest part is when we do that to ourselves, out of comfort or out of fear to face the reality.
Nothing ever helps you to heal all the wounds as fast and deep as the decision to be honest with yourself. This is the only path to salvation.
And I'm so glad can be this way.