It's me again, I won't go away
Every morning I get up and I say to myself: It will get better. You can't see it now, but it will.
And something like: Switch the fucking brain off.
I think of people. Of places. Of emotions. Of consequences. Mainly of consequences.
and GOD I can't get rid of the thought that I have ruined everything that I had. With these very hands. All my life is a puzzle, and some very important parts went missing.
Shattered and broken.
And, you know, when things go bad you can't blame anyone in your own feeling of hoplessness. The one ia always facing his sadness by himself.
I don't know why I write this. I'm Schrödinger ket. Want to be comforted and don't want to, want to go, want to stay, want to be strong, want to be weak and cry, cry, cry.
I cling to some very happy memories.
It will get better. I can't see it know, but it will.
And something like: Switch the fucking brain off.
I think of people. Of places. Of emotions. Of consequences. Mainly of consequences.
and GOD I can't get rid of the thought that I have ruined everything that I had. With these very hands. All my life is a puzzle, and some very important parts went missing.
Shattered and broken.
And, you know, when things go bad you can't blame anyone in your own feeling of hoplessness. The one ia always facing his sadness by himself.
I don't know why I write this. I'm Schrödinger ket. Want to be comforted and don't want to, want to go, want to stay, want to be strong, want to be weak and cry, cry, cry.
I cling to some very happy memories.
It will get better. I can't see it know, but it will.